One Year Ago

One year ago I got the surprise of a lifetime. I still am in awe of the fact I have two children. I stare at my son in disbelief wondering how life got that one by me and so unbelievably grateful that it did. I can make lists and carefully plan out every little detail all I want to and ultimately it's all for nothing. God has a plan and I firmly believe that every child is a miracle from God that should be celebrated. That being said, if perhaps the next miracle could wait a year or so.. I'd prefer not to be pregnant three summers in a row...